number 9

righto,

i'm finding it rather difficult to find the time and the enthusiasm to write anything on here at the moment, i'm sorry if anyone has been checking and not finding anything new (a little arrogant of me perhaps), life has been for living recently and i've been living it right up to bed time and then going to bed and not blogging

i've also not really had any new thoughts... i'm trying right now to think of something, but its not coming to me

however i did have a dream last night that i was taking care of a baby and it was just an amazing feeling

i'll leave you with that