number 4

how long am i just gonna keep naming my posts like that? (number 1, number 2 etc.) its anyone's guess i suppose, i thought about changing it tonight but i don't think we're quite ready for that are we?

let's take things one step at a time,

i don't want to get nasty comments from my devoted readers issuing complaints that i've caused them nose bleeds or dizzy spells or anything like that. i'm just going to go ahead and say it

i accept no responsibility for any physical harm that any of you suffer when reading this....

emotional harm... now that's a different story...


i've been thinking that i've been spreading myself a little thinly over the holidays, i've taken on quite a few different hobbies/activities, and this whilst, giving me something new to do each day, means i don't really feel like im getting anywhere in one single pursuit, do people who have achieved great things done so my knowingly sacrificing something else that was slowing them down...

they say variety is the spice of life but, is that a adding seasoning and flavour to a mediocre life? does being a slightly more single minded person lead you to ultimately more success?

its embarressing that i have to keep ms word open to spell check a lot of the words im using on here

anyway, what do you think? do i need to consolidate? if so what takes priority? music over art? art over fitness? fitness over music? being awake and active over being all comfy and snoozy in bed?

i've decided i don't want this to be a diary... i'm probably not going to write that much about the things i've been doing, partially because i've been living a fairly boring life in which i don't do anything, and partly because its too easy... so it's going to be the crazy thoughts and themes running through my mind, and spiritual musings (which i will go into in more depth later), i may add song lyrics/poems and ideas for sitcoms, books, dramas films etc. we will see, give me some suggestions

i suppose i want this to be unique, and special, however i don't want to have to try hard to achieve this (haha lazy), i want it to flow out of my mind, down my arms, and onto the keys freely, like an overly hydrated newborn baby with no bladder control